It is so hard to believe you have been away for 10 years Tosh.You are always in my mind and it seems just a wee while ago you were taken from us. I look at that photo of you as a baby in my arms on here and it breaks my heart .You may not be in my arms anymore but you are forever in my heart, nothing can take that away son. I have hoped all these years to have a sign from you, i believe your spirit still exists and I am so desperate to know if your alright as any mother would. Oh I regret so much not knowing how ill you were.   I will see you again son, you are much loved mumxx